well a month has gone by now but still feels like yesterday,i wake up every morning and wait for a txt from you,sounds silly i know but it hasnt sunk in yet.its going to take some time.it feels like your still here sometimes but just cant speak to you,then i realise its just me,i need to come to terms with it.its very hard,i feel part of me has died too,i feel half here or half of me is missing.i love you so much you were my loving mother,dad and best friend and no-one can beat that.love always linz xxxxxx